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Friday, July 27, 2007
cant b bothered bout tt adrian nowadays cuz he is so irritating.. but i really felt lyk killing him today when he made a wth comment in class..
mrs chang was telling us about some countries examination candidates will actually write things on the script like.. "pls le me pass.. this exam is v impt to me.. i haf 5 siblings to feed.. i really need to pass.." n although they do pity these kids.. they haf no choice but to fail them as they need to be fair.. they will try to gif as many marks as possible but if cant oso really cant be help.. n tt inhumane adrian commented.. "HAA! IF I WERE THE EXAMINER, I WOULD PENALISE HIM!"
wth.. if im e candidate.. i'll kill him..
so i came across this website tt perfectly suit wat i feel lyk doing to him.. do enjoy e game below!
shoot as many adrian as possible! on behalf of those candidates! dun shoot e rabbits! and do tag bout ur highest score! we shall see how many adrians we can kill when there is cooperation! LOL!
gif him a big hard kick too! if u would lyk too! =) he seriously deserve it for his utterly pissing arrogant attitude..
DO ENJOY! =)
mrs chang was telling us about some countries examination candidates will actually write things on the script like.. "pls le me pass.. this exam is v impt to me.. i haf 5 siblings to feed.. i really need to pass.." n although they do pity these kids.. they haf no choice but to fail them as they need to be fair.. they will try to gif as many marks as possible but if cant oso really cant be help.. n tt inhumane adrian commented.. "HAA! IF I WERE THE EXAMINER, I WOULD PENALISE HIM!"
wth.. if im e candidate.. i'll kill him..
so i came across this website tt perfectly suit wat i feel lyk doing to him.. do enjoy e game below!
shoot as many adrian as possible! on behalf of those candidates! dun shoot e rabbits! and do tag bout ur highest score! we shall see how many adrians we can kill when there is cooperation! LOL!
gif him a big hard kick too! if u would lyk too! =) he seriously deserve it for his utterly pissing arrogant attitude..
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DO ENJOY! =)
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
hmmm din go to school today.. haha.. when i was praying to be sick.. i din expect to feel so uncomfortable.. now i regret.. i shld haf juz guai guai go to sch and not ask for any rests.. wat a price to pay for rest!
lalala~lalala~ but im happy cuz i haf u! =)
lalala~lalala~ but im happy cuz i haf u! =)
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
weird.. i was feeling so tired out this morning i was praying tt i fall sick and den i can get a few days rest..
and now im really sick..
like maryam i tink i ate a bateria cuz after i drank my water i suddenly haf a sorethroat.. LOL..
and now im really sick..
like maryam i tink i ate a bateria cuz after i drank my water i suddenly haf a sorethroat.. LOL..
enough people getting away from cyber crimes..
why do pple tell you that you cannot go to the police cuz e police will not help?
why pple nv understand how e victim feels and all they can say is.. juz ignore.. when it is totally impossible..
n u'll understand why when e same thing happens to u.. wat u wan to hear will nv b.. "juz ignore these stupid pple lah.."
it will oly add on one fact.. to tell u how uselss and helpless u are when u face such things..
THERE IS NTH U CAN DO!
oh really?
haf u ever tried? why r pple nv brave enuf.. why care about all e pple who will get involved? when from e start, when e person who harm u, nv even tot about ur feelings at all? is there a need to be merciful? TELL ME!
why muz we care about everyone else and wat everyone else think? why cant we do smth to fight against these pple? if oly pple are more daring.. if oly pple r willing to fight for justice.. mayb juz one day.. cyber crimes will be under control..
fat hope u tink?
well no one ever tot tt IVF was possible.. n no one ever tink tt spore will come tt far.. no one ever tot tt handphones could haf cameras.. so u tink cyber crimes cant be controlled? how do u noe?
to my lovely friend..
no matter wat happens.. if everyone tell u tt e best thing is to ignore.. i'll stand by u n give you my full support.. watever u choose to do.. u have my vote and i'll fight with u.. cuz i noe.. tts wat u need.. and not anyth else.. =) no matter what is heading ur way.. stay strong.. u haf me..
why do pple tell you that you cannot go to the police cuz e police will not help?
why pple nv understand how e victim feels and all they can say is.. juz ignore.. when it is totally impossible..
n u'll understand why when e same thing happens to u.. wat u wan to hear will nv b.. "juz ignore these stupid pple lah.."
it will oly add on one fact.. to tell u how uselss and helpless u are when u face such things..
THERE IS NTH U CAN DO!
oh really?
haf u ever tried? why r pple nv brave enuf.. why care about all e pple who will get involved? when from e start, when e person who harm u, nv even tot about ur feelings at all? is there a need to be merciful? TELL ME!
why muz we care about everyone else and wat everyone else think? why cant we do smth to fight against these pple? if oly pple are more daring.. if oly pple r willing to fight for justice.. mayb juz one day.. cyber crimes will be under control..
fat hope u tink?
well no one ever tot tt IVF was possible.. n no one ever tink tt spore will come tt far.. no one ever tot tt handphones could haf cameras.. so u tink cyber crimes cant be controlled? how do u noe?
to my lovely friend..
no matter wat happens.. if everyone tell u tt e best thing is to ignore.. i'll stand by u n give you my full support.. watever u choose to do.. u have my vote and i'll fight with u.. cuz i noe.. tts wat u need.. and not anyth else.. =) no matter what is heading ur way.. stay strong.. u haf me..
Monday, July 23, 2007
n i go flip flop flip flop.. flop flop flop..
=(
piano exam.. did badly.. fierce examiner.. n my wobbly hands.. slip here slip there.. play wrong this play wrong that..
was given oly two major minor scales in similar motion.. n since it was e start of e exam.. i din play well for both.. =(
Eb major (i hate flats majors and im given a flat.. i'll rather she gave me e most difficult F# major)
E minor.. (one of e easiest.. yet i slip when coming back)
appeggios.. wasn't steady enuf..
my 3 exam piece.. e most confident piece.. i tink i was so nervous i forgot most dynamics.. n i played wrong and got stuck for a little while.. n e part i played wrong is e part where there can b dynamics..
den sight reading forver no hope dun even need to say..
and aural.. i haf no idea which period tt piece of music was from.. romantic or modern.. i cant tell! and sight singing.. juz my luck.. she give me one tt is wif decreasing scales form e start.. n i prayed hardest not to get tt sort.. n yes i got it..
anyway im e last student.. e examiner i tink oso sian alady.. she seems to be quite gan chiong.. wa lao cant even breathe finish she say go on to next section..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
im so sad..
=(
piano exam.. did badly.. fierce examiner.. n my wobbly hands.. slip here slip there.. play wrong this play wrong that..
was given oly two major minor scales in similar motion.. n since it was e start of e exam.. i din play well for both.. =(
Eb major (i hate flats majors and im given a flat.. i'll rather she gave me e most difficult F# major)
E minor.. (one of e easiest.. yet i slip when coming back)
appeggios.. wasn't steady enuf..
my 3 exam piece.. e most confident piece.. i tink i was so nervous i forgot most dynamics.. n i played wrong and got stuck for a little while.. n e part i played wrong is e part where there can b dynamics..
den sight reading forver no hope dun even need to say..
and aural.. i haf no idea which period tt piece of music was from.. romantic or modern.. i cant tell! and sight singing.. juz my luck.. she give me one tt is wif decreasing scales form e start.. n i prayed hardest not to get tt sort.. n yes i got it..
anyway im e last student.. e examiner i tink oso sian alady.. she seems to be quite gan chiong.. wa lao cant even breathe finish she say go on to next section..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
im so sad..
Sunday, July 22, 2007
quarrels over insignificant piece of shit.. ridiculous.. pissed..
i wonder if everyone in this world are hypocrites.. smtimes u tink they aren't.. but mayb it is juz how well they have packaged themselves.. but well well.. nth ever escape my eyes.. hide ur tail well.. but opps i haf alady seen it.. so clearly..
i wonder if everyone in this world are hypocrites.. smtimes u tink they aren't.. but mayb it is juz how well they have packaged themselves.. but well well.. nth ever escape my eyes.. hide ur tail well.. but opps i haf alady seen it.. so clearly..
Saturday, July 21, 2007
a lovely day.. =)
hmmm i went to noodle hut to eat my favourite curry la mian today! still nice as ever.. n i had mango pudding.. n i realise e mango pudding is so cool cuz it has a scoop of ice cream on top! really nice.. though e pudding din taste good.. but i muz say tt.. ice cream really make a pudding even more refreshing! wat a good idea!
lalalalala~
hmmm i went to noodle hut to eat my favourite curry la mian today! still nice as ever.. n i had mango pudding.. n i realise e mango pudding is so cool cuz it has a scoop of ice cream on top! really nice.. though e pudding din taste good.. but i muz say tt.. ice cream really make a pudding even more refreshing! wat a good idea!
lalalalala~
Friday, July 20, 2007
just came back from piano exam trial at YMS.. okie i called it a trial cuz i went there to try out e piano before e exam on monday.. hmmm.. i feel much relief after seeing tt e exam makes use of an upright piano and not a grand piano! okie i haf a phobia for grand piano haha.. due to some performances experience.. well e trial was pretty okie n im happy.. now i feel so much more at ease..
when i was on e way there.. i checked my bag in e lrt and realise i cant find my wallet.. i look thru everything.. dun haf.. n i took e opp lrt back to my station and back home to get my wallet.. den my bro say dun haf any wallet.. after i v worried.. very kan chiong.. so i look thru my bag again.. and i found it.. well how blur can i be.. i almost wanted to bang e wall bcuz of my retardedness.. luckily e trains are lyk helping me.. e train comes immediately when i reach e station.. n in fact.. i reached early! to much relief.. and e first lrt tt i took n found out i dun haf e wallet.. is e same train as e 2nd time i took! so cool! n it is my fav number '39'.. with same food particle on e floor.. n i sat at e same seat.. and both times e train came immediately after i reach.. phew! i was so thankful!
okie so monday will be my exam day! hmmm.. i dun pray to do well.. i juz simply pray not to get nervous.. n i noe everything will b fine.. my standard is pass standard lah.. at most hope for merit.. distinction? haha.. not for ME! =)
when i was on e way there.. i checked my bag in e lrt and realise i cant find my wallet.. i look thru everything.. dun haf.. n i took e opp lrt back to my station and back home to get my wallet.. den my bro say dun haf any wallet.. after i v worried.. very kan chiong.. so i look thru my bag again.. and i found it.. well how blur can i be.. i almost wanted to bang e wall bcuz of my retardedness.. luckily e trains are lyk helping me.. e train comes immediately when i reach e station.. n in fact.. i reached early! to much relief.. and e first lrt tt i took n found out i dun haf e wallet.. is e same train as e 2nd time i took! so cool! n it is my fav number '39'.. with same food particle on e floor.. n i sat at e same seat.. and both times e train came immediately after i reach.. phew! i was so thankful!
okie so monday will be my exam day! hmmm.. i dun pray to do well.. i juz simply pray not to get nervous.. n i noe everything will b fine.. my standard is pass standard lah.. at most hope for merit.. distinction? haha.. not for ME! =)
okie.. this is gg to be a rather emo~ post.. or well u could oso call tt self reflections..
smtimes it is juz so much of a wonder when parents nag n scold u bout certain stuffs and u juz cant stand it.. u tink if they really do wan to make us listen.. they shld haf said nicely.. n they alwaz said tt they r juz worried and they care.. n we go lyk.. "ya as if".. i noe everyone goes thru tt.. n we alwaz complain about parents scold scold scold and blah blah.. den one day u were worried for pple n u started it off wif scoldings.. LOL.. n u plan to say it nicely but e moment u open ur mouth everything came out like @#@#^%&*@!@@!T%YY^.. n den u feel bad for doing so.. cuz u meant well.. n u tink of ur parents.. oops.. n we go lyk.. we actually sama sama oso can.. n u come to realize tt lyk urself.. ur parents meant well.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm~
okie anyway.. i realize im a damn sensitive and paranoid person.. or at least i hope tts e case.. n i feel lyk a mimosa plant.. sensitive.. NOT sensitvie TO TOUCH okie! juz sensitive.. but yes i noe im not shy.. smtimes i juz wish pple can b more sensitive to my feelings.. n it makes me wonder if i was ever sensitive to pple's.. afterall im lyk e most straightforward person i ever noe despite e many i met in my life so far.. so mayb in a way.. it is juz lyk what u do and what u get.. i muz say tt.. it is pretty upsetting.. n for some weird reason n weird nature of mine.. i suppose tts me being paranoid.. i tink e whole world hates me and i tink no one likes to be my friend.. okie i really do hope im being paranoid.. n if i aren't.. i wish to noe wat is wrong with me cuz i dono wat is wrong wif myself..
i tink im such a disgusting pessimist.. haha.. n for some sort of reason i alwaz feel sad.. or.. mayb not sad.. well i cant explain.. juz not happy? okie tts lyk no diff from sad rite.. no im not crapping..
n besides tt i tink im such a disgusting pinko.. LOL.. im so pink from head to toe.. and juz for ur info.. I DO NOT LIKE THE COLOUR PINK! and it is really embarrassing when pple ask me things lyk.. why u so pink? u lyk pink alot? n i haf to say.. NO i dun lyk pink.. which practically makes me sound like an idiot.. okie.. n i haf to say things lyk.. it is juz an unconscious tendency for me to buy pink stuffs.. if oly i knew why, but i dun lol.. if i ever hear anyone say tt i v pink again, i will really get pretty impulsive n lyk get rid of my pink stuffs n buy new things wif other colours lyk orange red yellow.. but it is really funny cuz im someone hu pple link pink wif.. so everything tt i recieve from pple.. r pink as well! well so being disgustingly pink.. isn't really my fault izit? LOL.. okie juz jkjk.. juz had encounters recently where pple say im pink n i deny my love for pink.. den when i open up my bag.. i feel so AWKWARD.. pple who noes me will noe why.. LOL.. n in e LT today.. as my "paranoidness" take over me again.. i seemed to hear smone said tt.. "she is so pink lah" n i was telling myself in my heart.. NO IM NOT! n i check everything tt is visible.. okie pretty ookk wat.. not THAT pink.. n i had to copy smth so i opened up my bag.. OOPS.. n i had to take out my pencil case.. OOPS.. n i need a pencil.. luckily i haf 2 pencils! but guess wat..
both are pink.. HOW MORE DISGUSTING CAN I BE LAH! i was so awkward when i really had to use my pencil.. den i wanted to check my hp.. n i took it out of my pocket.. OOPS.. my pink hanphone pouch.. and i told myself.. aiya juz one more pink item.. no big deal.. after tt..
i took out my samsung pink handphone.. =)
smtimes it is juz so much of a wonder when parents nag n scold u bout certain stuffs and u juz cant stand it.. u tink if they really do wan to make us listen.. they shld haf said nicely.. n they alwaz said tt they r juz worried and they care.. n we go lyk.. "ya as if".. i noe everyone goes thru tt.. n we alwaz complain about parents scold scold scold and blah blah.. den one day u were worried for pple n u started it off wif scoldings.. LOL.. n u plan to say it nicely but e moment u open ur mouth everything came out like @#@#^%&*@!@@!T%YY^.. n den u feel bad for doing so.. cuz u meant well.. n u tink of ur parents.. oops.. n we go lyk.. we actually sama sama oso can.. n u come to realize tt lyk urself.. ur parents meant well.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm~
okie anyway.. i realize im a damn sensitive and paranoid person.. or at least i hope tts e case.. n i feel lyk a mimosa plant.. sensitive.. NOT sensitvie TO TOUCH okie! juz sensitive.. but yes i noe im not shy.. smtimes i juz wish pple can b more sensitive to my feelings.. n it makes me wonder if i was ever sensitive to pple's.. afterall im lyk e most straightforward person i ever noe despite e many i met in my life so far.. so mayb in a way.. it is juz lyk what u do and what u get.. i muz say tt.. it is pretty upsetting.. n for some weird reason n weird nature of mine.. i suppose tts me being paranoid.. i tink e whole world hates me and i tink no one likes to be my friend.. okie i really do hope im being paranoid.. n if i aren't.. i wish to noe wat is wrong with me cuz i dono wat is wrong wif myself..
i tink im such a disgusting pessimist.. haha.. n for some sort of reason i alwaz feel sad.. or.. mayb not sad.. well i cant explain.. juz not happy? okie tts lyk no diff from sad rite.. no im not crapping..
n besides tt i tink im such a disgusting pinko.. LOL.. im so pink from head to toe.. and juz for ur info.. I DO NOT LIKE THE COLOUR PINK! and it is really embarrassing when pple ask me things lyk.. why u so pink? u lyk pink alot? n i haf to say.. NO i dun lyk pink.. which practically makes me sound like an idiot.. okie.. n i haf to say things lyk.. it is juz an unconscious tendency for me to buy pink stuffs.. if oly i knew why, but i dun lol.. if i ever hear anyone say tt i v pink again, i will really get pretty impulsive n lyk get rid of my pink stuffs n buy new things wif other colours lyk orange red yellow.. but it is really funny cuz im someone hu pple link pink wif.. so everything tt i recieve from pple.. r pink as well! well so being disgustingly pink.. isn't really my fault izit? LOL.. okie juz jkjk.. juz had encounters recently where pple say im pink n i deny my love for pink.. den when i open up my bag.. i feel so AWKWARD.. pple who noes me will noe why.. LOL.. n in e LT today.. as my "paranoidness" take over me again.. i seemed to hear smone said tt.. "she is so pink lah" n i was telling myself in my heart.. NO IM NOT! n i check everything tt is visible.. okie pretty ookk wat.. not THAT pink.. n i had to copy smth so i opened up my bag.. OOPS.. n i had to take out my pencil case.. OOPS.. n i need a pencil.. luckily i haf 2 pencils! but guess wat..
both are pink.. HOW MORE DISGUSTING CAN I BE LAH! i was so awkward when i really had to use my pencil.. den i wanted to check my hp.. n i took it out of my pocket.. OOPS.. my pink hanphone pouch.. and i told myself.. aiya juz one more pink item.. no big deal.. after tt..
i took out my samsung pink handphone.. =)
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
hooray i finally got all my photos for e wedding and it is time to blog bout it!
lovely aunts and wee ching!
n finally it is our turn to offer tea! my FIRST time lohz.. well i dun mind losing e virginity of offering tea.. as i said it has been an 18 years wait! n well i got e first ever ang bao from him too! TREASURE sia.. LOL..
too bad e scene of me offering tea n recieving e ang bao is not on my cam.. but wif e professional photographer.. awww..
this is e menu of e banquet..
e newly wed!
n after e lunch, it was again camwhoring time! muahaha.. we stayed longer den e guests of course.. afterall we r e closest kins!
n so e wedding ended on a nice note! im so happy for them.. hopefully i get a cousin soon.. LOL!
okie juz a reminder.. my uncle had a wedding lunch haha.. at bukit batok some civil service club and i juz haf to say tt e place is so so pretty.. as though u haf gone back to nature.. v green and environmental friendly feeling! lol.. i noe tt isn't a feeling.. juz erm describing lah haha..
see! isn't e scenery nice! n there was some water theme park there too.. n it looks so much better den e Jurong one!
and me n wee ching took picture in e open spaced toilet.. so cool! u can see e roads and so on.. n i was pretty unsecure bout peeing in e toilet too.. LOL..
n look at e ballroom.. called e crystal ballroom.. e lights r beautiful.. n e place is still so nature lah!
n im so proud to be e reception.. although i complain about not being a bridesmaid..
tts my handsome uncle with me n wee ching at e reception!
SEE! i got a flower bracelet from being e reception.. SO HONOURED! everyone noe im a VIP in e wedding k!
n as we reached there early, it is camwhoring time for us! lalala~
me and wee ching!
my aunt and me..
revealing my brother! lol.. seldom find him on e photos..
lovely aunts and wee ching!
well camwhoring cant do without unglam faces.. can it?
me and mummy!
my family..
and this is the reason y i refuse to turn on e flash!
n finally it is our turn to offer tea! my FIRST time lohz.. well i dun mind losing e virginity of offering tea.. as i said it has been an 18 years wait! n well i got e first ever ang bao from him too! TREASURE sia.. LOL..
too bad e scene of me offering tea n recieving e ang bao is not on my cam.. but wif e professional photographer.. awww..
this is e menu of e banquet..
n e wedding gift! matches=u light up my life.. but some pple threw it away cuz they dun appreciate..
e newly wed!
YUM SENG!!!
n after e lunch, it was again camwhoring time! muahaha.. we stayed longer den e guests of course.. afterall we r e closest kins!
again e aunts and cousins of mine!
tts me daydreaming of being e bride!
me and my really cute ah ma! no she isn't a peranakan.. juz wearing e costume.. haha..
me n my uncle... e groom!
n i simply love this photo of wee ching.. so dreamy!
ok and tt my dad annd wee ching's dad acting CUTE.. buay tahan! LOL
my family and e newly wed!
n so e wedding ended on a nice note! im so happy for them.. hopefully i get a cousin soon.. LOL!
haha this is what i call a portrait of home! with one new addition member to e family! =))
Saturday, July 14, 2007
awwww! i seriously wan to watch e ndp! n i feel lyk cursing those assholes hu participate in e balloting n after they got e tix they sell it off.. they dun even wan to watch n they dun deserve it.. dun appreciate it lah.. why din they gif me e tix instead! such pple are juz so so irritating.. in fact i pestering nich to ask if his parents could get tix lol..
anyone willing to spare me e tix? i dun mind even if it is a preview! please! =)))
hmmm went into some disturbing pple today.. n im so pissed.. it is smhow really irritating tt such pple exist and wat makes it worse is that.. you cant do anyth to them n all u can do is TAHAN.. not lyk i ever can.. hu ever ask for a fight, i fight back.. but well.. smtimes e circumstances juz forbid u to.. when e ratio of pple is lyk 2:10.. smtimes i really tink tt this world sux.. if oly these useless bums could go extinct.. we were sitting down when a group of pple bout 9 of them came.. they tried to chase us off in all sorts of ways.. but why do we haf to go off? i din understand.. we came first and we were merely sitting there.. n so they walk over to us once twice thrice.. no matter how pissed i tahan.. den one of them came to sit beside me.. and FARTED.. poot poot poot poot poot~ if i ever haf a gun in my hand n killing is no offence.. i swear i would haf shot tt asshole dead rite up his butt.. BANG! in e end i couldn't tahan anymore we went off.. asking y we din go off in e first place? well.. their main aim is to chase u off.. lyk they v big n it is their territory.. but e fact is tt it isn't.. of cuz we wun succumb to these assholes so easily.. afterall they are juz sm pple with a bleak future.. n i guess tts all they can do.. FART~ n this shows juz how useless they are..
e real world really juz sux cuz there r so many sucky pple tt u wish nv existed or wished they got punished but there is nth u can do wif them.. n some pple really do need to learn manners.. basic manners as simple as saying thanks.. n not take wat pple do for granted.. lyk when smone gave up a seat to u, say thanks! dun act lyk u deserved e seat or gif a weird face to e person tinking he is weird.. pple are juz being REALLY nice.. n oso stop squeezing into e trains when pple haben even alighted.. trains haf got cameras they wun clse on u when they see a big crowd tt haben board.. n they wun close when right after pple alighted.. if u squeeze in, e train will not noe tt pple haben alighted n close e door.. CONSIDERATION counts.. n yes.. in short i mean.. LET ME OUT first! i muz haf been pretty evil when i nudge this boy out of the train cuz he walk rite into me n e train is so full i cant even move.. n he still forcefully squeeze in.. im really speechless..
lalalala~ anyway i've got a cute pen! hehehe.. =) tatax!
Friday, July 13, 2007
as the saying goes..
"an apple a day keeps e doctor away.."
hmmm wat if we change it to
"a hug a day keeps e quarrels way.."
not bad rite! it does make perfect sense.. im innovative! LOL..
n it is oso known that hatred comes from love and revenge comes from hatred.. so in short we can oso say tt..
revenge comes from love..
but why is there revenge in love? cant understand certain pple..
it seems lyk there is really nothing perfect in this world.. not even love.. hmmm..
WOW i sound so philosophical! muahaha.. lyk i said im innovative.. okie n to add on to tt.. im smart as well! =)
"an apple a day keeps e doctor away.."
hmmm wat if we change it to
"a hug a day keeps e quarrels way.."
not bad rite! it does make perfect sense.. im innovative! LOL..
n it is oso known that hatred comes from love and revenge comes from hatred.. so in short we can oso say tt..
revenge comes from love..
but why is there revenge in love? cant understand certain pple..
it seems lyk there is really nothing perfect in this world.. not even love.. hmmm..
WOW i sound so philosophical! muahaha.. lyk i said im innovative.. okie n to add on to tt.. im smart as well! =)
General Paper E 48.3
Mathematics H2 E 40.0
Physics H2 E 43.8
Economics H2 S 40.6
Chemistry H1 D 46.9
not good enuf to u? but to me im glad.. lyk i said to siti and meng meng.. I'M ON MY WAY! hooray! thinking back of my results during promos.. all sub passes one E n i fogot bout GP.. for that.. aren't i doing good enough? and bcuz of tt.. im jolly jolly happy! really wish to work hard so i can get e course i wan in uni.. wee~ =)
hmmm encountered smth on e way home today.. was pretty -_-" and tts all i can say.. nich accompanied me home today n on e way home i fell asleep on his shoulders.. eventually being a very long journey n a hot day which makes pple tired naturally, nich fell asleep too.. but we woke up upon some loud stomping noises.. though not fully awake and wif my eyes half open, i manage to figure out 2 girls in sm sch uni walking towards us.. din care n went back to sleep.. im so tired lah.. but suddenly i regain consciouness.. when i heard.. in chinese.. "do u think they real sleep or fake sleep?" ya tt 2 noisy girls.. very -_-" rite.. fake sleep.. LOL.. for wat? as though we r acting out some drama on e bus for showcase.. so ridiculous.. why would anyone fake sleep on e bus.. her comment juz make me laugh.. so i cant help but smile n decide to continue sleeping.. n guess wat they said.. " i saw them smile.. sure is fake sleep.." LOL their comments are so duh i haf really nth to say.. now i tink of it i really find it very funny.. n they muz b pretty free cuz they alighted e next stop after they boarded.. as though they paid 45 cents to see our sleeping drama.. wow anyone need tix? priced 45cents.. see me sleep! wahaha..
Mathematics H2 E 40.0
Physics H2 E 43.8
Economics H2 S 40.6
Chemistry H1 D 46.9
not good enuf to u? but to me im glad.. lyk i said to siti and meng meng.. I'M ON MY WAY! hooray! thinking back of my results during promos.. all sub passes one E n i fogot bout GP.. for that.. aren't i doing good enough? and bcuz of tt.. im jolly jolly happy! really wish to work hard so i can get e course i wan in uni.. wee~ =)
hmmm encountered smth on e way home today.. was pretty -_-" and tts all i can say.. nich accompanied me home today n on e way home i fell asleep on his shoulders.. eventually being a very long journey n a hot day which makes pple tired naturally, nich fell asleep too.. but we woke up upon some loud stomping noises.. though not fully awake and wif my eyes half open, i manage to figure out 2 girls in sm sch uni walking towards us.. din care n went back to sleep.. im so tired lah.. but suddenly i regain consciouness.. when i heard.. in chinese.. "do u think they real sleep or fake sleep?" ya tt 2 noisy girls.. very -_-" rite.. fake sleep.. LOL.. for wat? as though we r acting out some drama on e bus for showcase.. so ridiculous.. why would anyone fake sleep on e bus.. her comment juz make me laugh.. so i cant help but smile n decide to continue sleeping.. n guess wat they said.. " i saw them smile.. sure is fake sleep.." LOL their comments are so duh i haf really nth to say.. now i tink of it i really find it very funny.. n they muz b pretty free cuz they alighted e next stop after they boarded.. as though they paid 45 cents to see our sleeping drama.. wow anyone need tix? priced 45cents.. see me sleep! wahaha..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
hmmmm.. im trying to find a new blogskin recently.. but.. all tt i see n lyk.. are black and pink in colour.. LOL.. n i dun wan my blog to look lyk wat it is lyk now.. awww.. i shall continue looking!
anyway finally got back all e results.. as i said it isn't good.. but smhow i manage to find addition of marks from phy maths n chem paper lehz! it juz makes me happy lol..
GP 45.5/100 Maths 33/90 Econs 34/90 Physics 42/100 Chem 33/80.. wee! as u can see.. i fail all by about 10 marks haha.. actually my results seems good compared to promos last year.. haha.. shall wait for all e rounding up n e addition of participation marks..
i must definitely wrok harder n harder! so i can study the courses that im interested in.. =)
lalala~
anyway some pple cut my queue when im buying food today.. which piss me off lyk hell! make me wait so damn long for my food.. pek cek.. when walking back to school e girls still eating Ice Cream.. while i haf to rush back to school.. damn it.. we rush over to eat so we can get back to school on time.. n u girls hu take ur own sweet time to sway all e way to e coffeeshop shld juz follow e law n learn to queue up.. it is ur own fault for being so slow so u haf no right to buy food earlier den i do.. FIRST COME FIRST SERVE.. learn these! indecisive mamas..
e business talk during contact time was great yet very streeful.. it is lyk my forehead creased at e end of e talk.. LOL..
anyway finally got back all e results.. as i said it isn't good.. but smhow i manage to find addition of marks from phy maths n chem paper lehz! it juz makes me happy lol..
GP 45.5/100 Maths 33/90 Econs 34/90 Physics 42/100 Chem 33/80.. wee! as u can see.. i fail all by about 10 marks haha.. actually my results seems good compared to promos last year.. haha.. shall wait for all e rounding up n e addition of participation marks..
i must definitely wrok harder n harder! so i can study the courses that im interested in.. =)
lalala~
anyway some pple cut my queue when im buying food today.. which piss me off lyk hell! make me wait so damn long for my food.. pek cek.. when walking back to school e girls still eating Ice Cream.. while i haf to rush back to school.. damn it.. we rush over to eat so we can get back to school on time.. n u girls hu take ur own sweet time to sway all e way to e coffeeshop shld juz follow e law n learn to queue up.. it is ur own fault for being so slow so u haf no right to buy food earlier den i do.. FIRST COME FIRST SERVE.. learn these! indecisive mamas..
e business talk during contact time was great yet very streeful.. it is lyk my forehead creased at e end of e talk.. LOL..
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
im hyperly happy today! n i haf no idea why.. haha juz my usual craziness getting to me.. or mayb cuz things r peaceful and cheery.. im juz happy..
but smhow there r pple hu tink im in e bad mood today.. well for tt case.. mayb u r e problem.. not my mood.. cuz im extra happy so im in e best of mood.. tralala~
for PE today im so proud of myself lah! i ran 4 rounds without stopping! dun u tink im so cool LOL.. tts lyk my best record so far! although i ran at a slow pace.. at least i ran at a good pace to keep me going.. smmore it is lyk e first mass PE lesson wif intensive training for napfa.. n i actually manage to do this well.. wee! i cant be more happy wif my performance for today's PE! but smhow stomach cramps love to get to me after my PE n so i was lyk dying from it.. but luckily after i vomited i was back to normal and my hyper mood.. =) hmmm i wonder if there is any cure for such weird problem..
got back econs today.. SO SHOCKED! i got 34/90.. hahaha.. very good alady lorx.. provided tt i oly studied lyk 3-4 hours for econs.. very serious.. i din touch it at all during e hols n i studied oly on tt day b4.. n i flip flip n oly try to recall by reading a little bit.. thanks to unemployment.. n e invention of LCD tvs.. without studying a single bit of micro.. i crap thru e LCD tvs essay.. n i got a 7.. which is lyk better den last year jct where i studied n got a 5 for one of e essays.. =) n this time i wrote lesser muahaha.. im finally satisfied wif a subject.. wee!
anyway for certain things.. i haf alady given my best.. n i hoped tt they are really appreciated.. it isn't easy for me.. but i manage to do it.. yet in e end i got silence n some unappealing words.. aren't i doing well enough? or is there more tt im required to do?
off to sleep.. smtimes i really wish tt i haf e most beautiful and lovely night.. tts e oly thing on my wishlist now..
but smhow there r pple hu tink im in e bad mood today.. well for tt case.. mayb u r e problem.. not my mood.. cuz im extra happy so im in e best of mood.. tralala~
for PE today im so proud of myself lah! i ran 4 rounds without stopping! dun u tink im so cool LOL.. tts lyk my best record so far! although i ran at a slow pace.. at least i ran at a good pace to keep me going.. smmore it is lyk e first mass PE lesson wif intensive training for napfa.. n i actually manage to do this well.. wee! i cant be more happy wif my performance for today's PE! but smhow stomach cramps love to get to me after my PE n so i was lyk dying from it.. but luckily after i vomited i was back to normal and my hyper mood.. =) hmmm i wonder if there is any cure for such weird problem..
got back econs today.. SO SHOCKED! i got 34/90.. hahaha.. very good alady lorx.. provided tt i oly studied lyk 3-4 hours for econs.. very serious.. i din touch it at all during e hols n i studied oly on tt day b4.. n i flip flip n oly try to recall by reading a little bit.. thanks to unemployment.. n e invention of LCD tvs.. without studying a single bit of micro.. i crap thru e LCD tvs essay.. n i got a 7.. which is lyk better den last year jct where i studied n got a 5 for one of e essays.. =) n this time i wrote lesser muahaha.. im finally satisfied wif a subject.. wee!
anyway for certain things.. i haf alady given my best.. n i hoped tt they are really appreciated.. it isn't easy for me.. but i manage to do it.. yet in e end i got silence n some unappealing words.. aren't i doing well enough? or is there more tt im required to do?
off to sleep.. smtimes i really wish tt i haf e most beautiful and lovely night.. tts e oly thing on my wishlist now..
Sunday, July 8, 2007
wee! hahaha.. had a great wedding lunch today.. okie i noe it is weird.. tts y i keep telling pple i go wedding dinner.. cuz afterall tts e norm n 'wedding' and 'dinner' goes together n it comes out of my mouth wrongly.. okie so i had a wedding lunch.. not dinner lol.. for those i accidentally misled.. haha..
anyway it was a great one.. for my 18 years of life.. this person's wedding is wat i haf been waiting for.. tt is my jiu jiu.. my mum's youngest brother.. so far he is e closest kin tt got married.. in fact since young i haf waited to be his flower girl until i can den b a bridesmaid and in e end guess wat.. i ended up being e reception! LOL.. i suppose tts a promotion.. okie n tt is how long i waited okie.. is lyk deng dao hua er ye xie liao (wait until e flowers wilt).. haha..
besides tt im waiting to get an ANG BAO from him lorx.. for 18 years too.. n today i got it! e first ang bao from him.. n in future i can get it every CNY! hooray! it is lyk his ang bao is so significant.. of cuz im not after e money lah.. it is juz lyk im really really desperate to see him get married.. n e ang bao signifies tt he is married! i got it during e tea ceremony.. it is oso my first time i get to serve tea lehz! cool man! lalala~ anyway drinking tea will still b a long way ahead for me hahahaha.. but at least i alady planned my accompaniment.. okie planned.. or wished i shld say hahaha..
anyway we took lots of pictures.. lots and lots of them! wee! wif a family foto =)
damn happy.. e last time we had a full family foto was when e same uncle graduate.. n now e 2nd time we took it was his wedding.. so nice!
haha i haf uploaded e fotos but im still waiting for more from my cousins hahaha.. n i shalll upload them asap! lalala!
anyway after i reached home from e dinner, it was about 530pm n den i rushed to go out.. so tired.. but a great day.. =) im so happy! im glad tt things r pretty peaceful now.. smhow seems to me lyk i haf nv been happy for quite a few weeks alady wif e frienster, jct stress and so on.. n im so happy to meet hot babe wee ching and my lovely young aunts.. hehe! =)
anyway it was a great one.. for my 18 years of life.. this person's wedding is wat i haf been waiting for.. tt is my jiu jiu.. my mum's youngest brother.. so far he is e closest kin tt got married.. in fact since young i haf waited to be his flower girl until i can den b a bridesmaid and in e end guess wat.. i ended up being e reception! LOL.. i suppose tts a promotion.. okie n tt is how long i waited okie.. is lyk deng dao hua er ye xie liao (wait until e flowers wilt).. haha..
besides tt im waiting to get an ANG BAO from him lorx.. for 18 years too.. n today i got it! e first ang bao from him.. n in future i can get it every CNY! hooray! it is lyk his ang bao is so significant.. of cuz im not after e money lah.. it is juz lyk im really really desperate to see him get married.. n e ang bao signifies tt he is married! i got it during e tea ceremony.. it is oso my first time i get to serve tea lehz! cool man! lalala~ anyway drinking tea will still b a long way ahead for me hahahaha.. but at least i alady planned my accompaniment.. okie planned.. or wished i shld say hahaha..
anyway we took lots of pictures.. lots and lots of them! wee! wif a family foto =)
damn happy.. e last time we had a full family foto was when e same uncle graduate.. n now e 2nd time we took it was his wedding.. so nice!
haha i haf uploaded e fotos but im still waiting for more from my cousins hahaha.. n i shalll upload them asap! lalala!
anyway after i reached home from e dinner, it was about 530pm n den i rushed to go out.. so tired.. but a great day.. =) im so happy! im glad tt things r pretty peaceful now.. smhow seems to me lyk i haf nv been happy for quite a few weeks alady wif e frienster, jct stress and so on.. n im so happy to meet hot babe wee ching and my lovely young aunts.. hehe! =)
Friday, July 6, 2007
OMG i missed bird shit today!!! cool man im so lucky hahaha.. e bird shit landed rite in front of my left shoe.. rite in front.. lyk 0.5cm away oly.. in fact it dropped rite pass my face n hit e floor.. was shocked n stood there looking at why got water.. so i look look at my uniform n shoes and i finally saw a wet wet patch.. FRESH BIRD SHIT.. i feel lyk shouting at tt point.. THANK GOODNESS!!! HAHAHA.. im lyk damn heng can..
anyway i had a great day finally! but im in deep shit cuz i haben prepare anything for my uncle's wedding tml.. Oh no.. haiz messy messy hair hahah..
i had alot to blog but i suddenly forget everything.. oops.. anyway i had chocolate ice blended from coffee LEAF and tea BEAN today! hooray!!!!! =)
anyway my results.. errr.. sux.. but at least i shld consider it acceptable for wat i study.. in fact.. im lying LOL.. but nvm i believe i can do it if i work harder.. n i definitely will!
anyway i had a great day finally! but im in deep shit cuz i haben prepare anything for my uncle's wedding tml.. Oh no.. haiz messy messy hair hahah..
i had alot to blog but i suddenly forget everything.. oops.. anyway i had chocolate ice blended from coffee LEAF and tea BEAN today! hooray!!!!! =)
anyway my results.. errr.. sux.. but at least i shld consider it acceptable for wat i study.. in fact.. im lying LOL.. but nvm i believe i can do it if i work harder.. n i definitely will!
Monday, July 2, 2007
class outing today.. had swensens and watched nancy drew.. haha pretty scary cuz of certain scenes tt u dono wat will happen.. juz plainly tired after these few days.. zzZZZ..
ANNOUNCEMENT TO ALL! =)
HUI HAS BEEN SUSPENDED BY FRIENDSTER. TO OUR RELIEF.. THANKS TO ALL FOR THE REPORTS AND THE SUPPORTS THAT U ALL HAF GAVE US ALL THESE WHILE! DONO IF SHE WILL DO ANYTHING AGAIN BUT WE WILL STILL BE ON A LOOK OUT AT THE MOMENT AND IF ANYONE OF YOU DO SEE ANYTHING AGAIN PLEASE INFORM US! =)
LASTLY I WOULD REALLY REALLY LOVE TO THANK EVERYONE ESP MY COUSINS WEE CHING FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE, RUPING FOR RECOMMENDING ME A POLICE FRIEND, AND MY LOVELY AUNTS WHO CALLED TO CHECK IF IM OK AND TRY TO HELP ME TINK OF WAT TO DO! OSO TO MY PARENTS AND RELATIVES HU IS VERY SUPPORTIVE.. N TO YU LING AND GEK CHOO HU SCOLDED E GIRL ON MSN AND POSTED SHOUTOUTS ON FRIENDSTER.. N NOT TO LEAVE OUT THE VIP.. NICHOLAS HU HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE.. =)
YAY!!!! =D
HUI HAS BEEN SUSPENDED BY FRIENDSTER. TO OUR RELIEF.. THANKS TO ALL FOR THE REPORTS AND THE SUPPORTS THAT U ALL HAF GAVE US ALL THESE WHILE! DONO IF SHE WILL DO ANYTHING AGAIN BUT WE WILL STILL BE ON A LOOK OUT AT THE MOMENT AND IF ANYONE OF YOU DO SEE ANYTHING AGAIN PLEASE INFORM US! =)
LASTLY I WOULD REALLY REALLY LOVE TO THANK EVERYONE ESP MY COUSINS WEE CHING FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE, RUPING FOR RECOMMENDING ME A POLICE FRIEND, AND MY LOVELY AUNTS WHO CALLED TO CHECK IF IM OK AND TRY TO HELP ME TINK OF WAT TO DO! OSO TO MY PARENTS AND RELATIVES HU IS VERY SUPPORTIVE.. N TO YU LING AND GEK CHOO HU SCOLDED E GIRL ON MSN AND POSTED SHOUTOUTS ON FRIENDSTER.. N NOT TO LEAVE OUT THE VIP.. NICHOLAS HU HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE.. =)
YAY!!!! =D
Sunday, July 1, 2007
FUCKING BITCH MY PHOTO IS NOT UGLY I TOOK SO MUCH EFFORT TO MAKE IT U SHUT UR FUCKING CHEAP MOUTH HU RPOVIDE FREE BLOWJOBS TO DESPERATE ASS HOLES AND ROTTEN DICKS AND STOP COMMENTING ON MY PHOTO! AND I DIN SPOIL THE SCHOOL IMAGE! SHUT UR FUCKING CRAP YOU ARE THE ONE HU IS SO CHEAP AND SPOIL THE IMAGE OF TJC! IT IS SO SHAMEFUL THAT TJC ACTUALLY HAD SUCH A STUDENT LIKE YOU! HOW MANY GUYS IN SCHOOL HAVE YOU BLOODY HELL FUCK BEFORE U ROTTEN PUSSY! GO AND EAT SHIT FROM SOME FUCKING ASS HOLE N DIE! CHEAP SLUT!
instead of saying things lyk.. it isn't tt seirous juz let her be lah.. when she gets tired of it she will stop.. cant u juz take n tahan this little bit of scolding?
stand in my position n feel wat i feel.. but i suppose it is impossible cuz u are not me.. u can think it is a fuss.. but cyber bullies shldn't get their way.. n i did nth to b scolded lyk tt.. im not paralysed y muz i sit by n watch her do all sorts of things? u may be a guy.. such things? aiya juz dun care them lah.. juz tahan lah! but im sorry im a girl..
stand in my position n feel wat i feel.. but i suppose it is impossible cuz u are not me.. u can think it is a fuss.. but cyber bullies shldn't get their way.. n i did nth to b scolded lyk tt.. im not paralysed y muz i sit by n watch her do all sorts of things? u may be a guy.. such things? aiya juz dun care them lah.. juz tahan lah! but im sorry im a girl..
Saturday, June 30, 2007
enough.. seriously enough.. when will she stop? n when will friendster ever deal wif her?
for these two days all emotions tt i showed are anger anger and more anger.. nv haf i showed tt im actually sad n hurt b those stupid comments.. but now i cant hold on anymore im juz breaking down.. as usual e very useless me.. is there any battle i need to win? i haben scolded her directly at all.. despite e very intense urge to do so.. everyone tells me not to care bout her.. dun scold her back or else she will haf succeeded in making u angry.. to all.. i understand all e good intentions.. but haf anyone really stand in my position n noe how i feel exactly? it is lyk im a paralysed person and i cant open my mouth to speak.. im keeping n bottling up all these emotions and i cant take it.. if u were in my position, will u really stand by n watch her do all sorts of things but u urself keep mum n do nth in return tinking i shall not be affected n let her win despite it did affect u very badly? i dono.. dono wat to do..
those rantings bout me and nich as an old woman and a shortie.. alot went thru wif my mind before i got together wif nich.. nonetheless 1 of e reasons is bcuz i look much more matured den nich.. but after all i put down everything n im together wif him.. which is wat is called love.. in fact now i dun mind anymore.. but e ridiculous posting of our picture..
tt picture was smth i spend a very long time doing.. i looked thru thousands of pictures to find a perfect hearts picture but i couldn't find any.. n i did it untl 2 3 am in e morning.. but since i cant find a perfect one i decided to ask kee how to use e photoshop brushes.. n she taught me to dl e brushes.. so i went to look for 100 over brushes to find one suitable one.. den when i got it i realise using it isn't as easy as it seems.. took me 3 4 days to figure out how to use e brush.. n finally i can make it.. n i had to shift e picture from photoshop to powerpoint n back n forth again cuz im not familar wif how photoshop works.. n e arrangments can b more easily done using powerpoint.. n finally it was done.. nich loved it alot n it is smth he tresured cuz i put alot of effort into making it.. but she juz took it n vandalise it in 1 min.. my efforts n smth we both treasured.. n juz smack rite in tt nich is a shortie n me an old woman.. tts my efforts.. smth i spend so long doing oly to become someone's rubbish..
mayb u tink im too sensitive.. but try being me.. n u will noe how i feel.. so wat if i cried n so wat if im defeated.. i nv did anything to deserve this from e start..
n it is amazing how some good friend can be that INSENSITIVE when I alwaz were sensitive to tt person.. seriously i dun tink u deserve to be my good fren.. even though u haf done so much to help me before..
i seriously had enuf.. tt bitch grabbed our foto from nich so nich deleted it away n re uploaded it.. n she saved it n did this to it n put as her primary foto..
I SERIOUSLY WANT TO KILL HER.
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?statpos=bc&uid=43868497
i would be really thankful if u guys could help to report her.. u can do tt by scrolling to e bottom of e profile n click on 'report offensive content'.. thank you.. she had alady posted a bulletin n im sure it is about us for sure cuz nich block all comments she can write.. so she had to resort to these..
wats wrong wif this fucking bitch?!
for these two days all emotions tt i showed are anger anger and more anger.. nv haf i showed tt im actually sad n hurt b those stupid comments.. but now i cant hold on anymore im juz breaking down.. as usual e very useless me.. is there any battle i need to win? i haben scolded her directly at all.. despite e very intense urge to do so.. everyone tells me not to care bout her.. dun scold her back or else she will haf succeeded in making u angry.. to all.. i understand all e good intentions.. but haf anyone really stand in my position n noe how i feel exactly? it is lyk im a paralysed person and i cant open my mouth to speak.. im keeping n bottling up all these emotions and i cant take it.. if u were in my position, will u really stand by n watch her do all sorts of things but u urself keep mum n do nth in return tinking i shall not be affected n let her win despite it did affect u very badly? i dono.. dono wat to do..
those rantings bout me and nich as an old woman and a shortie.. alot went thru wif my mind before i got together wif nich.. nonetheless 1 of e reasons is bcuz i look much more matured den nich.. but after all i put down everything n im together wif him.. which is wat is called love.. in fact now i dun mind anymore.. but e ridiculous posting of our picture..
tt picture was smth i spend a very long time doing.. i looked thru thousands of pictures to find a perfect hearts picture but i couldn't find any.. n i did it untl 2 3 am in e morning.. but since i cant find a perfect one i decided to ask kee how to use e photoshop brushes.. n she taught me to dl e brushes.. so i went to look for 100 over brushes to find one suitable one.. den when i got it i realise using it isn't as easy as it seems.. took me 3 4 days to figure out how to use e brush.. n finally i can make it.. n i had to shift e picture from photoshop to powerpoint n back n forth again cuz im not familar wif how photoshop works.. n e arrangments can b more easily done using powerpoint.. n finally it was done.. nich loved it alot n it is smth he tresured cuz i put alot of effort into making it.. but she juz took it n vandalise it in 1 min.. my efforts n smth we both treasured.. n juz smack rite in tt nich is a shortie n me an old woman.. tts my efforts.. smth i spend so long doing oly to become someone's rubbish..
mayb u tink im too sensitive.. but try being me.. n u will noe how i feel.. so wat if i cried n so wat if im defeated.. i nv did anything to deserve this from e start..
n it is amazing how some good friend can be that INSENSITIVE when I alwaz were sensitive to tt person.. seriously i dun tink u deserve to be my good fren.. even though u haf done so much to help me before..
i seriously had enuf.. tt bitch grabbed our foto from nich so nich deleted it away n re uploaded it.. n she saved it n did this to it n put as her primary foto..I SERIOUSLY WANT TO KILL HER.
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?statpos=bc&uid=43868497
i would be really thankful if u guys could help to report her.. u can do tt by scrolling to e bottom of e profile n click on 'report offensive content'.. thank you.. she had alady posted a bulletin n im sure it is about us for sure cuz nich block all comments she can write.. so she had to resort to these..
wats wrong wif this fucking bitch?!
in fact i wanted to scold tt girl.. but nich din allowed me to.. so i did it on my blog.. how can i get over it when i din get e chance to scold her back.. how could i take it lying down.. wif this character of mine.. at least i felt much better after reading nich's msg to her..
"Nicholas wrote:
Hey, did you really write me a comment chock-full of malice and personal attacks almost-as-cheap-as-you simply because I rejected your friend request? To tell you the truth, I rejected it just cos I considered you an insecure twit with a hard-on for cleavage who inexplicably feels the need to hide behind pictures of models on your profile.
Now, let's address your comment:
1. I have an "ass face". Honestly I found this very ironic. If I was indeed so undesirable, why attempt to add me? Seems like a case of sour grapes to me.
2. My gf "looks older than me" and "I like older women". Unfortunately, I look younger than even some of the TA1s, so it's more of a case of me looking young than her looking old. It's called "relativity" (duh). Also, I think that Ashton Kutcher and Demi Moore, Rod Stewart and Rachel Hunter, and Paul McCartney and Heather Mills pretty much made age-differences unimportant in the 21st Century.
3. "Her eyes are much bigger than her breasts". Wow. Just wow. It really shows how far you've fallen, subscribing to the mostly male belief that breasts are everything. Aside from the fact that most Asian women are less well-endowed, at least she has big eyes (which are attractive). What do you have over her? Certainly not personality: that was evident from your comment. Probably not looks either, judging from how you hide behind pictures of models.
4. "Stop those romance (sic) in school" and "I look alot shorter than her". If you had so much time to look at us in school, you'd notice that there are plenty of couples in TJ as well. I could name quite a few, but I'm not sure if they'd want me to mention them when dealing with the likes of you, so I shan't. If you have a problem with us sitting together in school, then don't look at us. Better yet, take your envy (stemming from you being an unwanted, unattractive girl) and shove it. It's true that she is quite tall for a girl and I am quite short for a guy. It's called love - something that you're definitely not familiar with - and it makes you overlook everything else. Bear this in mind for the nigh-impossible and depressing (for the guy) event that you get attached.
Now that I have rubbished your bimbotic insults, I want to say that I have added people before and have been rejected on a few occasions. Get over it. Honestly Barbara, the real you shows, and it looks utterly revolting.
Not sure why I bothered to write such a long reply. I think it's because I cannot allow such stupidity to go on unimpeded. I'm thoroughly ashamed to have been in the same JC as you and I recommend that you boost your EQ before you enter Uni. Good day."
n she replied:
wow.. lol.. yr wrting skills are fantastic.. no wonder u went to tt pre-U sem.. erm... should i boost my EQ?
i seriously think that u should boost yr IQ first coz from yr present pathemtic results i doubt tt u hav any IQ or whatsoever.
sorry for being so insulting to u and yr 'beloved' gf. dun worry i truely belive that u can still grow taller.. tts what i want to say.. :)
ISNT IT SO STUPID.. she is so speechless she replied focusing on IQ and EQ.. n i feel lyk telling her.. dun worry ur boobs will grow bigger.. (n definitely SAG lyk some old woman unless u learn to wear bra properly..) tts what i want to say.. :)
i suddenly rmb wat i use to do when i was younger to this guy i hate lyk hell cuz he scolded me for nth cuz he tot i told e teacher tt his fren tok n got his fren into trouble n he point his finger in my face n wanted to beat me up.. when i did NTH.. of cuz i banged e table n almost fought wif him.. until my teacher came up n asked wat happen n so i told him.. n noe wat my teacher said? "no she din say anyth.. he din do his work for my lessons n so i told miss yeo to tok to him.." ya lyk WAT DID I DO? so i scribbled on his picture all e time.. n e urge came back to me when i look at tt slut's picutre..
may ur stupid boobs grow as much moles as possible.. lyk tt u'll haf lots of nipples.. =) guys will love u.. BLESS YOU!
lalalalalalala~ barbaric barbara barbara barbara YAY!
Friday, June 29, 2007
weehee! went shopping wif my mum today! okie harvest was pretty good im happy lol.. n i finally got my tinkerbell necklace!!!! *wink* n wat was even better.. is there was a 20% discount! at first i still cant decide if i shld buy.. den my mum say got discount lehz 20%.. WOW i took it immediately! HAHA.. cuz usual it cost $35.90 n i nv she de to buy..
after tt met nich to watch transformer n when we went there we met lyk e whole TJ community there.. LOL.. so many pple n watching same timeslot as us somemore.. den went to eat n met modissa.. n besides tt i saw many pple in tj uniform.. lots of pple on e streets today n i tink they r all those hu finished their mid years!
anyway im still feeling pretty upset n grumpy over wat happened.. i dun wish to admit defeat but im e sort hu will admit defeat to such things.. i feel so bloody depressed n shopping for clothes is pretty upsetting cuz clothes tt will make me look old or mature r all out of selection.. damn damn damn.. in fact tinking of my previous post it seems lyk im so evil n bad.. vulgarities n stuffs.. but i juz cant help it.. mayb someone might come again n say i got a character befitting my looks or watever.. but it is not lyk im at fault for anything.. im venting my anger.. so watever comments tt u all haf on my character, which is defitely better den tt slut, scold all u wan.. not lyk i've nv been demoralised before..
after tt met nich to watch transformer n when we went there we met lyk e whole TJ community there.. LOL.. so many pple n watching same timeslot as us somemore.. den went to eat n met modissa.. n besides tt i saw many pple in tj uniform.. lots of pple on e streets today n i tink they r all those hu finished their mid years!
anyway im still feeling pretty upset n grumpy over wat happened.. i dun wish to admit defeat but im e sort hu will admit defeat to such things.. i feel so bloody depressed n shopping for clothes is pretty upsetting cuz clothes tt will make me look old or mature r all out of selection.. damn damn damn.. in fact tinking of my previous post it seems lyk im so evil n bad.. vulgarities n stuffs.. but i juz cant help it.. mayb someone might come again n say i got a character befitting my looks or watever.. but it is not lyk im at fault for anything.. im venting my anger.. so watever comments tt u all haf on my character, which is defitely better den tt slut, scold all u wan.. not lyk i've nv been demoralised before..
damn damn damn damn damn damn.. if u gif me a knife now.. i would charge towards this asshole slutty idiot called hui min n well lets go take a look at her slutty profile.. http://www.friendster.com/43868497 TATAX! yes she is e one i wan to kill.. n i would stab her n stab n stab n stab n stab.. well even tt doesn't make me feel good enuf.. tell me how to get rid of my anger.. if i say i should ask lyk million of guys to rape her.. it is juz lyk fulfilling her slutty wish of having lots of sex since she is so darn cheap.. so i would say tts more lyk an enjoyment or reward.. so tell me how can i kill her in e most torturous ways? to get rid of my anger?
n i noe by now e suspense is increasing.. so wat happened.. n here goes..
a few weeks ago this stupid dumb asshole viewed me n nicholas on friendster.. well as u can see her profile is so retarded putting all tt sort of photos n say dun ask me for sex im not a slut n neither m i cheap.. HAHAHA! isn't that lyk so bloody hell furnie! makes me laugh my pants off lah! i was wondering lyk is she tt hideous tt she has to use other pple's photos to boost tt cheap popularity of her.. n so after tt we went on wif our lives n about 2 days later she added nicholas on friendster.. but nicholas refused to accept e add cuz she is lyk some stupid asshole using those pictures to attract guys which is SO DUMB.. so nich rejected her add.. WAHAHA.. i bet she nv encounter rejection before.. n so she wrote her comment for nicholas.. this is it
huiPosted 25/06/2007 05:03
- pending approval -
as ass face of yrs and a gf hu looks older than u.. u love older gals? her eyes are much bigger than breast. plz... stop those romance in school... u look alot shorter than tt old woman. lol
WHAT THE FUCK.. for a very long time i haben been using these vulgarities on my blog.. but sorry i cant take this lying down AT ALL.. she insulted me n nich.. so as u can refer to it.. she said tt nicholas has an ass face.. WELL.. den why did she add him? *applaud* me please! wat a great question.. n so after nich REJECTED her (LOL oh so sad for her..).. she said tt nich has an ass face.. tell me.. ARE YOU REALLY THAT PATHETIC? tt u felt SO INSULTED when someone rejected you? n u haf to shoot him back? SO LOSER omg.. obviously we can see she cant accept being rejected cuz she is insulted n so instead she put e person down.. n she insulted me too! i noe wat she is aiming at.. tt nicholas has a bad taste n he deserves better.. oh well. i wun say tt im lyk e prettiest girl in e universe but at least i noe im above average from wat pple tell me.. unlike u hu says urself tt u're sexy by taking fotos of ur stupid boobs.. SO THICK SKIN! no wonder u haf no boobs.. all skin wat! yearn for it so much.. juz go for a fake one lah u pathetic low EQ CHICK! and for ur info he is older den me wif a CUTE BABY face.. but he isn't young.. n neither m i old.. i noe at least.. im YOUNGER DEN U! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. n it makes me lyk SO DAMN HAPPY when u said im old cuz if i am DEN U R AN OLD HAG! oh n pple hu tries to insult me alwaz aim for my big eyes.. any problems? some pple tink i haf pretty big eyes.. some pple tink i look scary.. but at least i haf big eyes.. n u noe wat alot of guys look for in a dream girl? big eyes! hoooray! so i wonder.. u this pathetic fool.. r u jealous n upset tt u do not haf eyes lyk mine? n bcuz of tt u haf to be so bloody hell cheap to SELL ur body online for attention from guys.. OMG I FEEL REALLY REALLY SAD FOR YOU! n u say my eyes r much bigger den my breast? ahem.. i tink rite ur eyes r SO SMALL that they cant even compare sizes properly.. LOL.. if someone has eyes bigger den breast rite.. she will be a wonder around e world n even after she die she'll become history.. recorded in e world gusiness record or something.. WAT ABOUT YOU? juz being scold slut by pple n den delete those comments away.. lol.. so eager to hide ur real personality n put on ur fake one izit? everyone be my witness.. look at her profile and e comment she wrote.. e little sec sch girls hu alwaz say they hate hypocrites rite.. now see e REAL one.. oh ya another reason i tink there r problems wif ur eyes is bcuz nich is taller den me! LOL.. u see too many cock before.. COCK EYE ARH?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! n in fact we suspect tt this person is from TJC so throw our school face.. n y do i noe.. bcuz earlier she haben updated her profile.. she put tt she is from TJ waiting for U entry.. tts y me n nich suspect bout her knowing our height difference, how big my eyes are and oso tt we r together in sch.. n for my romance in school there is lots of others around n we do nth except sitting together sometimes n tok.. oh did u see tt we are happy together? OH! muz be! tts y u r jealous.. cuz u r juz lyk KE LIAN MEI REN AI.. seriously i haf nv come across anyone this pathetic..
n recently in e newspaper we see e 'chen' sisters hu has 16000 friends? well at first i do tink tt e younger sister is indeed v slutty looking in her pictures.. but now compare.. isn't tt younger sister so much lovable compared to her? at least i will say tt she is hot.. but hui min? u're juz plain CHEAP lyk a CHICK.. somemore u haf oly one foto of urself.. r u too hideous to b seen tt u haf to take fotos wif ur boobs n ur face slanted.. or r u some pathetic idiot hiding behind e walls of technology? somehow i haf a feeling u're e girl i found in e TJ yearbook.. nerdy but hide behind e walls of technology.. if i ever find out hu u exactly are.. good luck.. dun underestimate me.. when i investigate smth i can do lots.. from e start u messed wif e wrong person.. too bad!
n i noe by now e suspense is increasing.. so wat happened.. n here goes..
a few weeks ago this stupid dumb asshole viewed me n nicholas on friendster.. well as u can see her profile is so retarded putting all tt sort of photos n say dun ask me for sex im not a slut n neither m i cheap.. HAHAHA! isn't that lyk so bloody hell furnie! makes me laugh my pants off lah! i was wondering lyk is she tt hideous tt she has to use other pple's photos to boost tt cheap popularity of her.. n so after tt we went on wif our lives n about 2 days later she added nicholas on friendster.. but nicholas refused to accept e add cuz she is lyk some stupid asshole using those pictures to attract guys which is SO DUMB.. so nich rejected her add.. WAHAHA.. i bet she nv encounter rejection before.. n so she wrote her comment for nicholas.. this is it
huiPosted 25/06/2007 05:03
- pending approval -
as ass face of yrs and a gf hu looks older than u.. u love older gals? her eyes are much bigger than breast. plz... stop those romance in school... u look alot shorter than tt old woman. lol
WHAT THE FUCK.. for a very long time i haben been using these vulgarities on my blog.. but sorry i cant take this lying down AT ALL.. she insulted me n nich.. so as u can refer to it.. she said tt nicholas has an ass face.. WELL.. den why did she add him? *applaud* me please! wat a great question.. n so after nich REJECTED her (LOL oh so sad for her..).. she said tt nich has an ass face.. tell me.. ARE YOU REALLY THAT PATHETIC? tt u felt SO INSULTED when someone rejected you? n u haf to shoot him back? SO LOSER omg.. obviously we can see she cant accept being rejected cuz she is insulted n so instead she put e person down.. n she insulted me too! i noe wat she is aiming at.. tt nicholas has a bad taste n he deserves better.. oh well. i wun say tt im lyk e prettiest girl in e universe but at least i noe im above average from wat pple tell me.. unlike u hu says urself tt u're sexy by taking fotos of ur stupid boobs.. SO THICK SKIN! no wonder u haf no boobs.. all skin wat! yearn for it so much.. juz go for a fake one lah u pathetic low EQ CHICK! and for ur info he is older den me wif a CUTE BABY face.. but he isn't young.. n neither m i old.. i noe at least.. im YOUNGER DEN U! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. n it makes me lyk SO DAMN HAPPY when u said im old cuz if i am DEN U R AN OLD HAG! oh n pple hu tries to insult me alwaz aim for my big eyes.. any problems? some pple tink i haf pretty big eyes.. some pple tink i look scary.. but at least i haf big eyes.. n u noe wat alot of guys look for in a dream girl? big eyes! hoooray! so i wonder.. u this pathetic fool.. r u jealous n upset tt u do not haf eyes lyk mine? n bcuz of tt u haf to be so bloody hell cheap to SELL ur body online for attention from guys.. OMG I FEEL REALLY REALLY SAD FOR YOU! n u say my eyes r much bigger den my breast? ahem.. i tink rite ur eyes r SO SMALL that they cant even compare sizes properly.. LOL.. if someone has eyes bigger den breast rite.. she will be a wonder around e world n even after she die she'll become history.. recorded in e world gusiness record or something.. WAT ABOUT YOU? juz being scold slut by pple n den delete those comments away.. lol.. so eager to hide ur real personality n put on ur fake one izit? everyone be my witness.. look at her profile and e comment she wrote.. e little sec sch girls hu alwaz say they hate hypocrites rite.. now see e REAL one.. oh ya another reason i tink there r problems wif ur eyes is bcuz nich is taller den me! LOL.. u see too many cock before.. COCK EYE ARH?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! n in fact we suspect tt this person is from TJC so throw our school face.. n y do i noe.. bcuz earlier she haben updated her profile.. she put tt she is from TJ waiting for U entry.. tts y me n nich suspect bout her knowing our height difference, how big my eyes are and oso tt we r together in sch.. n for my romance in school there is lots of others around n we do nth except sitting together sometimes n tok.. oh did u see tt we are happy together? OH! muz be! tts y u r jealous.. cuz u r juz lyk KE LIAN MEI REN AI.. seriously i haf nv come across anyone this pathetic..
n recently in e newspaper we see e 'chen' sisters hu has 16000 friends? well at first i do tink tt e younger sister is indeed v slutty looking in her pictures.. but now compare.. isn't tt younger sister so much lovable compared to her? at least i will say tt she is hot.. but hui min? u're juz plain CHEAP lyk a CHICK.. somemore u haf oly one foto of urself.. r u too hideous to b seen tt u haf to take fotos wif ur boobs n ur face slanted.. or r u some pathetic idiot hiding behind e walls of technology? somehow i haf a feeling u're e girl i found in e TJ yearbook.. nerdy but hide behind e walls of technology.. if i ever find out hu u exactly are.. good luck.. dun underestimate me.. when i investigate smth i can do lots.. from e start u messed wif e wrong person.. too bad!
there is oly one thing worth saying today.. IT IS OVER! WEE!!! im so happy now i haf 4 days of holidays hahaha.. okie tts supposedly lala!
Monday, June 25, 2007
as mentioned during exam period.. time alwaz passes so fast! u sit in e exam hall n 3 hours is over.. 2 papers today roughly 6 hours!
hooray! there is oly 3 more to go! im bloody tired n i cant wait for friday saturday sunday and monday! it is my oly HOLIDAY!
go go everyone! 3 more 3 more! =D
hooray! there is oly 3 more to go! im bloody tired n i cant wait for friday saturday sunday and monday! it is my oly HOLIDAY!
go go everyone! 3 more 3 more! =D
Sunday, June 24, 2007
=)))
happy happy! i made a lyk ULTRA big decision to go eat wif nicholas's family today.. cuz im supposed to chiong my physics.. so i was deciding shld i or shld not go.. at this crucial time is a big decision okie.. haha..
n so i went cuz i cant resist temptations! lol.. n i've got a really nice result from tt.. little andrew tok to me.. ALOT ALOT! lol.. ts nich's brother.. he ignores me all e time.. today we were toking bout snails n so on n so we tok tok n after tt i watch him play some games n he tok to me! den he tok tok tok tok about e games.. im ultra happy lah! n okie i ended up playing games too! so i haben study much today.. lol.. im so amused.. n nich says see! games bring pple together.. okie i actually agreed though i tink it is an excuse to play games hahaha... happy!
anyway.. sEE! i dun alwaz terrorise kids okie!
had a great nite n dinner ooh lala! =)
happy happy! i made a lyk ULTRA big decision to go eat wif nicholas's family today.. cuz im supposed to chiong my physics.. so i was deciding shld i or shld not go.. at this crucial time is a big decision okie.. haha..
n so i went cuz i cant resist temptations! lol.. n i've got a really nice result from tt.. little andrew tok to me.. ALOT ALOT! lol.. ts nich's brother.. he ignores me all e time.. today we were toking bout snails n so on n so we tok tok n after tt i watch him play some games n he tok to me! den he tok tok tok tok about e games.. im ultra happy lah! n okie i ended up playing games too! so i haben study much today.. lol.. im so amused.. n nich says see! games bring pple together.. okie i actually agreed though i tink it is an excuse to play games hahaha... happy!
anyway.. sEE! i dun alwaz terrorise kids okie!
had a great nite n dinner ooh lala! =)
Friday, June 22, 2007
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
if one day im asked to define school holiday.. this is my definition..
in primary school when u're still young.. u stay home n all u do is watch TV.. no worries.. not bad rite.. tts when u still dono wat is going out with friends.. unlike when u older.. catching up wif friends shopping is a must..
in secondary school.. it is e time when teachers gif u a mountain pile of HOLIDAY homework to be completed.. which lyk take away e enjoyment of ur holiday.. at least.. we can still ignore n go out.. e worse thing is teachers hu lie n nv collect e hmwk.. n u did everything..
in junior college.. it is the perfect opportunity provided for u to MUG.. n so they came up wif this great idea of having EXAMS after e holidays.. n congratulations.. u're stucked home studying.. no going out poor fellows.. all u should do is mug.. n why izit THAT BAD? bcuz JC syllabus drives u mad n u need a hell lot of time to complete n it seems lyk u'll nv finish studying.. so holidays? no i tink it is erm.. pre exam studying period.. lyk before e major exams they gif us studying period to study.. yay hooray..
so i conclude.. holidays nv seem to meet their real definition as found in dictionaries.. an example given below from dictionary.com..
1. a day fixed by law or custom on which ordinary business is suspended in commemoration of some event or in honor of some person.
2. any day of exemption from work (distinguished from working day).
3. a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.: New businesses may be granted a one-year tax holiday.
4.a religious feast day; holy day, esp. any of several usually commemorative holy days observed in Judaism.
5.Sometimes, holidays. Chiefly British. a period of cessation from work or one of recreation; vacation.
so tell me.. are we having holidays?!
NO RIGHT! awww.. protest protest! where is my holidays?!!!
if one day im asked to define school holiday.. this is my definition..
in primary school when u're still young.. u stay home n all u do is watch TV.. no worries.. not bad rite.. tts when u still dono wat is going out with friends.. unlike when u older.. catching up wif friends shopping is a must..
in secondary school.. it is e time when teachers gif u a mountain pile of HOLIDAY homework to be completed.. which lyk take away e enjoyment of ur holiday.. at least.. we can still ignore n go out.. e worse thing is teachers hu lie n nv collect e hmwk.. n u did everything..
in junior college.. it is the perfect opportunity provided for u to MUG.. n so they came up wif this great idea of having EXAMS after e holidays.. n congratulations.. u're stucked home studying.. no going out poor fellows.. all u should do is mug.. n why izit THAT BAD? bcuz JC syllabus drives u mad n u need a hell lot of time to complete n it seems lyk u'll nv finish studying.. so holidays? no i tink it is erm.. pre exam studying period.. lyk before e major exams they gif us studying period to study.. yay hooray..
so i conclude.. holidays nv seem to meet their real definition as found in dictionaries.. an example given below from dictionary.com..
1. a day fixed by law or custom on which ordinary business is suspended in commemoration of some event or in honor of some person.
2. any day of exemption from work (distinguished from working day).
3. a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.: New businesses may be granted a one-year tax holiday.
4.a religious feast day; holy day, esp. any of several usually commemorative holy days observed in Judaism.
5.Sometimes, holidays. Chiefly British. a period of cessation from work or one of recreation; vacation.
so tell me.. are we having holidays?!
NO RIGHT! awww.. protest protest! where is my holidays?!!!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
OMG! tts so unfair.. or my retribution.. lol..
this is a blog post to lyk let pple laugh at me so feel free to! relax from e exam woes..
as most of u hu heard b4 my special interest to terrorise kids wif my eyes.. today i got lyk e retribution.. i got terrorise by these 3 very NAUGHTY boys omg.. ARGH! i was at this playground with darling.. den e place got this cycle thing n when i wanted to try it out these 3 boys ran over n sit on it there are 6 seats.. they look so hiong lah! from one look i noe for sure they are up to smth.. lyk they r gg to cycle extremely fast n make us scream.. so i got off before they could do anyth or start cycling.. goodness grace.. indeed they did wat i expected.. so we went to sit smwhere else.. smth wif a spring lah.. den they ran over n keep starring at us.. so i was lyk wanted to b nice n i asked.. u all wan play arh.. den they say ya.. so i wanted get off n b4 i even could they jump up n keep shaking lyk hell! i was holding so tightly lah! n i cant jump off cuz it is too shaky.. n they stop n say okie let her get off.. n e moment i get one foot off e thing they shake again.. lyk for 3 4 times.. they repeat e same trick until i finally manage to jump off.. LITTLE MONKEY BOYS.. damn naughty! n after tt they sort of lyk followed us everywhere hoping to lyk terrorise me again.. argh so pissed.. so whenever i see them running towards anything im on i run away.. n when i walk pass them they LAUGH at me.. omg so throw face! im e terrorist lor not them.. i din use my eyes this time cuz i noe i cant do anyth wf these cheeky boys they wun scared.. so count myself unlucky! =((
AH HA.. but tt gives me more reason to terrorise more kids as REVENGE.. MUAHAHA.. =D to prove im not useless! lalala!~ 
this is a blog post to lyk let pple laugh at me so feel free to! relax from e exam woes..
as most of u hu heard b4 my special interest to terrorise kids wif my eyes.. today i got lyk e retribution.. i got terrorise by these 3 very NAUGHTY boys omg.. ARGH! i was at this playground with darling.. den e place got this cycle thing n when i wanted to try it out these 3 boys ran over n sit on it there are 6 seats.. they look so hiong lah! from one look i noe for sure they are up to smth.. lyk they r gg to cycle extremely fast n make us scream.. so i got off before they could do anyth or start cycling.. goodness grace.. indeed they did wat i expected.. so we went to sit smwhere else.. smth wif a spring lah.. den they ran over n keep starring at us.. so i was lyk wanted to b nice n i asked.. u all wan play arh.. den they say ya.. so i wanted get off n b4 i even could they jump up n keep shaking lyk hell! i was holding so tightly lah! n i cant jump off cuz it is too shaky.. n they stop n say okie let her get off.. n e moment i get one foot off e thing they shake again.. lyk for 3 4 times.. they repeat e same trick until i finally manage to jump off.. LITTLE MONKEY BOYS.. damn naughty! n after tt they sort of lyk followed us everywhere hoping to lyk terrorise me again.. argh so pissed.. so whenever i see them running towards anything im on i run away.. n when i walk pass them they LAUGH at me.. omg so throw face! im e terrorist lor not them.. i din use my eyes this time cuz i noe i cant do anyth wf these cheeky boys they wun scared.. so count myself unlucky! =((
AH HA.. but tt gives me more reason to terrorise more kids as REVENGE.. MUAHAHA.. =D to prove im not useless! lalala!~
Sunday, June 17, 2007
lol.. had a great family gathering today.. =)
n a lovely cute boy to cheer everyone up.. he is so ADORABLE!!! keep playing wif us.. lol.. n he keeps saying he is a girl.. my uncle says he has some sexual identity mixed up.. so furnie.. n we keep telling him he is a boy.. hahaha.. n he kissed my uncle forcefully.. tts a very hiong kid k.. he climbed onto my uncle's lap n keep leaning forward.. n when i lend him my camera.. he keep turning it around lyk a steering wheel.. n he goes around filming everyone n he will turn e camera 90o left n 90o right as i said lyk steering wheel.. n he keep laughing to himself hahaha.. n he dun wan to return me e camera.. until my memory card was full n den e cam auto lyk shut down.. den we ORH HOR him n he retun it to me IMMEDIATELY.. as though lyk.. NO NO not i spoil one lol.. he is lyk a SUPERSTAR cuz everywhere he go.. no one can resist him.. AHH cutie pie..
lol e future renowned pianist.. tts not his father.. its my another uncle..
i couldn't get him to look at e camera.. lol..
so we made him wave instead lol.. how cute..
my stupid brother hu made him wear his 1000 degree specs.. but okie he looks real sturdy!
okie so we gave him a pair of fake hands specs.. see how happy he was.. he had e victory sign! lol..
haha i was stopping him from turning his head.. but he looks unnatural.. sad.. (i noe my hand is relatively very big..) lol..
n he started hugging us from e back lyk tt.. tt's my cousin ruping..
haha he is SO CUTE rite.. i lyk this foto!
n this is a picture he took for us wif my cam.. im serious! smart boy! =)
and so tt lovely boy really made my day n i guess he made everyone's day! =))
to joe gim hock and mao ying!
presents bought! claim them from me!!! =D
as u all can see from e pic.. im OVER e moon! LOL.. n im serious.. if my mouth was big enuf.. i swear i'll grin from EAR to EAR.. hehe..
presents bought! claim them from me!!! =D
Saturday, June 16, 2007
as u all can see from e pic.. im OVER e moon! LOL.. n im serious.. if my mouth was big enuf.. i swear i'll grin from EAR to EAR.. hehe..today is e tenth month me n nicholas got together.. joyous occasion for us.. n of cuz it calls for some celebration.. usually we'll go for a good meal.. but today was a total suprise for me indeed.. n in fact.. e best surprise i ever got.. as e smart asshole i alwaz manage to guess wat nich was gg to do.. which sort of spoil all e surprises.. but today im totally caught unprepared.. LOL.. n i mean very very..
while i was blowing dry my hair someone called my house fone.. i was preparing to go out to meet nich.. i tot it is my mother fren calling but when i came out of e room i saw darling at e door.. lol.. n my mum was asking him.. u call arh.. n i ask.. "why u call my house fone?" n i walk towards e door.. n suddenly i saw a bouquet of flowers popping up.. tts lyk.. OMG! i totally din expect anything at all! n i was so pai seh i covered my face n ran back to my room.. okie to be honest.. i din noe how to react! hahaha.. but after i got e flowers i was lyk e happiest girl on earth.. i hold it everywhere i walked.. lyk.. when i went to my bro's room to switch off e router.. n when i went to get water.. bleahz..
I AM SO HAPPY! I'M OVER THE MOON! =)))
after tt we went out n we ate HANS.. we wanted eat smth ex but we had craving for tt.. so we went to eat.. yummy yummy garlic bread+cream of mushroom soup+chicken chop+water melon+iced lemon tea.. great meal.. tasty yummy shiok! lalala~
it was really a lovely day n i juz couldn't stop smiling for e rest of e day.. i was shock when i look into e mirror n realise i look so radiant.. lyk my face is shining.. well afterall e moon is under me hehehe..
HAPPY 10 MONTHS my beloved! =)))))
and thank you lots!!! muackz! =D
Thursday, June 14, 2007
yippee! today was a GREAT day!
haha studied den went out for dinner wif nich n we went to tampines mall to eat din tai fung.. i tink my life is in luxury.. been having expensive food.. but okie i love XIAO LONG BAO.. n i din eat any this hols lohz.. so we went to eat.. hehe..
after tt we went to isetan to walk walk.. n AHHH! they haf this Hello Kitty doll damn nice! awww.. it costs $20 n oly can buy if u spend $35 min.. n today is e last day.. SO EX.. but i really lyk e one in jap clothes.. extremely nice.. they are lyk using e same trick as mcdonalds last time.. change every week.. in fact i lyk e one in sari too lol! n while i was there i saw e capsules machines! n we found one for tofu boys! one of ruping's favourite.. so i decided to try my luck n get smth nice for her.. it cost oly $1! but i got some ugly pirate lyk argh.. nich provided e coins cuz i cant find any hahaha... so we turned again n got a king! not too bad but not satisfying.. so we turned again n got a pirate.. CRY! n with e last coin we got a really nice one! yay!
haha studied den went out for dinner wif nich n we went to tampines mall to eat din tai fung.. i tink my life is in luxury.. been having expensive food.. but okie i love XIAO LONG BAO.. n i din eat any this hols lohz.. so we went to eat.. hehe..
after tt we went to isetan to walk walk.. n AHHH! they haf this Hello Kitty doll damn nice! awww.. it costs $20 n oly can buy if u spend $35 min.. n today is e last day.. SO EX.. but i really lyk e one in jap clothes.. extremely nice.. they are lyk using e same trick as mcdonalds last time.. change every week.. in fact i lyk e one in sari too lol! n while i was there i saw e capsules machines! n we found one for tofu boys! one of ruping's favourite.. so i decided to try my luck n get smth nice for her.. it cost oly $1! but i got some ugly pirate lyk argh.. nich provided e coins cuz i cant find any hahaha... so we turned again n got a king! not too bad but not satisfying.. so we turned again n got a pirate.. CRY! n with e last coin we got a really nice one! yay!
lol e grey one is e pirate.. i got two.. haha..
this is e tofu king!
this is e last one we got! LOL.. nice rite.. yay..
after tt we saw minitoons selling davy jones(it is juz octopous basically LOL) n when im about to go in someone called NICHOLAS! i turn n saw bing qiang n i was shock.. cuz i tot huh y my classmate call for nich n not me so weird.. he is my sec sch classmate.. den he was shock n waved n i waved too.. n while i was turning nich says its graham so i was quite confused tt time LOL.. so it was actually all juz a coincidence! not too bad quite nice actually..
okie so i went home n show ruping wat i bought for her.. n she is hyperly happy! n im hyperly happy too! =)
hooray! its today!!! e go out wif joanne day.. LOL.. for ur info.. it was great.. in fact we did lyk 7 and a half hours of TALKING! n eating as well lol..
we planned to eat at cheesecake cafe outside her house but me n darling reached there early.. so we found out tt it oly opens at 430pm! AHHH! so we went to her house n she told us to go to e STEW HAUS to take a look to see if we r interested in eating there.. so we went n decided to eat there.. e place is pretty empty.. but e food is quite okie but defnitely not worthy for money though.. but e boss is damn nice he chatted wif us for a few times.. friendly guy.. asking us about student set lunch n so on.. whether it will attract pple.. den we sat there for lyk 2 hours talking n talking.. when we were about to go off.. we almost forgot e bill.. LOL..
okie after tt we couldn't go her house so we went to a park nearby(in fact its a playground) HAHA.. to continue talking n talking n talking.. n we had to do some swinging work to sit on e swing.. but okie e swings sux! its too low for us.. it is meant for kids though.. lol.. den at 430 we decided to go eat cheesecake.. wow e cheesecakes r really nice.. i had oreo.. AHAHA i LOVE oreo.. n we sat there until erm 730 pm.. still talking n talking.. tt meal cost up to lyk $58.. ya i noe.. very fine living lol.. e cheesecakes were nice but e prices r jack up too too high.. lyk we had iced chocolate at $6.90 per cup? n e coke costs $4.90.. haha can faint.. but at least e place was SO SO SO comfortable! e ambience e design was so cool.. nv been to such places sit down n talk.. really nice..
k den we went to Mc for dinner.. LOL.. was too full to eat so nich n joanne eat.. n we continue tokng n toking until 9.. wow lots of eating n toking but it was really nice.. to sit down n chat.. hehe..
well found out tt some stupid act big shot n tink he is a casanova guy says something bad about nich.. Oh my goodness.. he could do wif more mirrors.. afterall he is rich.. or he says so! boo! irritating..
we planned to eat at cheesecake cafe outside her house but me n darling reached there early.. so we found out tt it oly opens at 430pm! AHHH! so we went to her house n she told us to go to e STEW HAUS to take a look to see if we r interested in eating there.. so we went n decided to eat there.. e place is pretty empty.. but e food is quite okie but defnitely not worthy for money though.. but e boss is damn nice he chatted wif us for a few times.. friendly guy.. asking us about student set lunch n so on.. whether it will attract pple.. den we sat there for lyk 2 hours talking n talking.. when we were about to go off.. we almost forgot e bill.. LOL..
okie after tt we couldn't go her house so we went to a park nearby(in fact its a playground) HAHA.. to continue talking n talking n talking.. n we had to do some swinging work to sit on e swing.. but okie e swings sux! its too low for us.. it is meant for kids though.. lol.. den at 430 we decided to go eat cheesecake.. wow e cheesecakes r really nice.. i had oreo.. AHAHA i LOVE oreo.. n we sat there until erm 730 pm.. still talking n talking.. tt meal cost up to lyk $58.. ya i noe.. very fine living lol.. e cheesecakes were nice but e prices r jack up too too high.. lyk we had iced chocolate at $6.90 per cup? n e coke costs $4.90.. haha can faint.. but at least e place was SO SO SO comfortable! e ambience e design was so cool.. nv been to such places sit down n talk.. really nice..
k den we went to Mc for dinner.. LOL.. was too full to eat so nich n joanne eat.. n we continue tokng n toking until 9.. wow lots of eating n toking but it was really nice.. to sit down n chat.. hehe..
well found out tt some stupid act big shot n tink he is a casanova guy says something bad about nich.. Oh my goodness.. he could do wif more mirrors.. afterall he is rich.. or he says so! boo! irritating..
Monday, June 11, 2007
hui ting says..
impossible wif determination is..
I M POSSIBLE!
cool yay! =)
thanks huiting!
thanks to mingle too! =)
impossible wif determination is..
I M POSSIBLE!
cool yay! =)
thanks huiting!
thanks to mingle too! =)
Sunday, June 10, 2007
okie i need some moral booster..
tell me im as thin as bamboo pole.. =)
i noe i noe.. im crazy.. mayb im aneroxic.. hu noes LOL..
anyway im serious.. i tink im fat..
bleahx..
i tink im fat..
i noe i noe.. im crazy.. mayb im aneroxic.. hu noes LOL..
anyway im serious.. i tink im fat..
bleahx..
okie this is another blog post following e previous one.. din wan them to b together so i seperated it up..
hmmm.. im looking forward to this coming wednesday! cuz im gg out wif darling n joanne.. haha.. gg to haf cheesecake n dinner i guess.. nich n i nv go out wif anyone else b4 so i wonder how it will b lyk.. n i lyk toking to joanne cuz she is hyper n toks non stop n we haf common topics so we juz tok n tok.. hehe.. n tt day i suddenly told nich tt.. wow i tink rite.. e oly person we can go on a double date wif would b joanne.. haha hey joanne i noe u're laughing very happily now.. honoured rite hahaha.. cuz we both noe joanne so there would b lesser awkwardness.. add on to e fact is cuz we could tok pretty well.. 'yay'ness.. okie lah so im pretty excited bout tt too.. but nich actually agree.. i mean he nv ever agree to a double date n i find it weird too cuz of e awkwardness.. haha but he says.. tts provided she find a guy first.. joanne i cant wait for u to find ur mr right lah! i'll pray for u k! hehe! =P
AH HA! okie watever crap im rattling lah.. i cant wait to go out n relax myself.. n thank you joanne.. u gave me such a good reason to actually put down all my thinking to study to go out once.. wow u gave me a life! kekeke..
n i ate sakae today.. yummy yummy.. i juz went out for dinner oly lah haha.. it has been so fast one week alady passed.. its lyk studying makes u lost track of time.. okie WEDNESDAY!!!
reminds me suddenly tt alamak holy shit.. i've got piano exam coming up too.. tts how much stress i haf.. ooh lala!
mao ying! LOL.. dun even noe when u'll read this lah.. but okie fine.. i've found smth for ur present FINALLY lah! will go get it soon n hopefully i can pass it to u soon.. u happy rite! im happy too cuz tts another present off my chest hahaha..
im still owing erm..
gim hock, priscilla, joe..
oops.. i forgot got hu alady.. haha if i owe any of u present remind me k.. dun b worry of being a thick skin.. cuz i dun gif a damn bout it.. its not thick skin to me.. but dun cheat my feelings k.. haha.. =)
oh ya i shall mention my dream this morning.. it was lyk im acting as e lead actress in some idol drama wif e name "it started wif a kiss".. okie i was at a bookstore wif some guys from monfort n they keep running pass my back when im browsing thru some books n i got pissed off n block up e way.. den a very HANDSOME guy appear.. lyk some gang leader or wat.. he took a dictionary from e shelf n wanted to hit me wif it cuz i stare at him wif e buay song look.. when e dictionary is about to come down.. i squeezed my eyes shut.. n he kissed my forehead.. wa seh.. i could haf fainted lah honestly.. e problem is.. i dono hu e guy is LOL.. i juz rmb he is handsome.. lalala.. okie its lyk how girls wish they r experiencing such love stories from e idol drama.. i had a dream come true.. as in DREAM come true about it lah lol.. but its juz some cliche love story.. in real life.. i still prefer my simple love life wif little gestures of love from nicholas how.. =) anyway e e dream suits e title "it started wif a kiss" alright.. LOL.. furnie..
stress.. BOO!
hmmm.. im looking forward to this coming wednesday! cuz im gg out wif darling n joanne.. haha.. gg to haf cheesecake n dinner i guess.. nich n i nv go out wif anyone else b4 so i wonder how it will b lyk.. n i lyk toking to joanne cuz she is hyper n toks non stop n we haf common topics so we juz tok n tok.. hehe.. n tt day i suddenly told nich tt.. wow i tink rite.. e oly person we can go on a double date wif would b joanne.. haha hey joanne i noe u're laughing very happily now.. honoured rite hahaha.. cuz we both noe joanne so there would b lesser awkwardness.. add on to e fact is cuz we could tok pretty well.. 'yay'ness.. okie lah so im pretty excited bout tt too.. but nich actually agree.. i mean he nv ever agree to a double date n i find it weird too cuz of e awkwardness.. haha but he says.. tts provided she find a guy first.. joanne i cant wait for u to find ur mr right lah! i'll pray for u k! hehe! =P
AH HA! okie watever crap im rattling lah.. i cant wait to go out n relax myself.. n thank you joanne.. u gave me such a good reason to actually put down all my thinking to study to go out once.. wow u gave me a life! kekeke..
n i ate sakae today.. yummy yummy.. i juz went out for dinner oly lah haha.. it has been so fast one week alady passed.. its lyk studying makes u lost track of time.. okie WEDNESDAY!!!
reminds me suddenly tt alamak holy shit.. i've got piano exam coming up too.. tts how much stress i haf.. ooh lala!
mao ying! LOL.. dun even noe when u'll read this lah.. but okie fine.. i've found smth for ur present FINALLY lah! will go get it soon n hopefully i can pass it to u soon.. u happy rite! im happy too cuz tts another present off my chest hahaha..
im still owing erm..
gim hock, priscilla, joe..
oops.. i forgot got hu alady.. haha if i owe any of u present remind me k.. dun b worry of being a thick skin.. cuz i dun gif a damn bout it.. its not thick skin to me.. but dun cheat my feelings k.. haha.. =)
oh ya i shall mention my dream this morning.. it was lyk im acting as e lead actress in some idol drama wif e name "it started wif a kiss".. okie i was at a bookstore wif some guys from monfort n they keep running pass my back when im browsing thru some books n i got pissed off n block up e way.. den a very HANDSOME guy appear.. lyk some gang leader or wat.. he took a dictionary from e shelf n wanted to hit me wif it cuz i stare at him wif e buay song look.. when e dictionary is about to come down.. i squeezed my eyes shut.. n he kissed my forehead.. wa seh.. i could haf fainted lah honestly.. e problem is.. i dono hu e guy is LOL.. i juz rmb he is handsome.. lalala.. okie its lyk how girls wish they r experiencing such love stories from e idol drama.. i had a dream come true.. as in DREAM come true about it lah lol.. but its juz some cliche love story.. in real life.. i still prefer my simple love life wif little gestures of love from nicholas how.. =) anyway e e dream suits e title "it started wif a kiss" alright.. LOL.. furnie..
stress.. BOO!
Saturday, June 9, 2007
well it has been pretty long since i blogged.. but of cuz not as long as some others.. do haf quite alot to update.. but its mostly feelings.. not things tt happen so it might b a boring post..
okie wat i haf been practically doing this week was im studying n mugging n studying n mugging everyday.. n now.. im so tired of it.. it brings me back to e time in sec 4 when i broke down cuz of e stress n pressure tt is weighing on me.. in fact.. i din really mug then.. my pressure compared to many others.. was small.. minor.. but wat stressed me out was e tot of o'levels approaching.. to b honest.. im a pathetic human tt cant handle stress.. in fact very bad at handling it.. i feel lyk a failure.. although it is more a thing lyk im born wif it.. i noe everyone is sayoing they are stress they are stress.. i do understand.. as in it isn't juz me alone.. but it is juz me tt e level of stress i can take is way too small.. dun argue n say u r same too.. cuz u aren't.. no one knows it better than me.. n psychology tests haf oso proven tt my ability to take stress is way below average.. n in fact very low.. usual humans is around 30++.. worse come to worse.. 25.. im pathetic.. im oly about 16-19.. okie to b honest i hate it when pple tell me "i cant handle stress too.. im v bad at it.." if u tink tt way.. mayb we could haf an exchange.. i admire u pple.. try being me.. n feel how useless u are.. cuz u cant handle a teeny weeny bit of stress..
n all these feelings started from studying for jct.. i want to do well for it.. really.. im determined.. very determined.. but even though i am.. stress comes in to mess up everything.. n this bit of stress started cuz i cant finish studying smthing on time.. so im behind schedule.. n i cant catch up.. means i haf one day lesser.. another day lesser.. n when i tried doing sm questions on topics i haf studied.. i haf no idea how to do it.. n i start asking myself.. if such questions comes out in e exam.. i cant even do it.. n i studied for it! den wats e purpose of studying?! when i cant do anything.. wat e point of working hard? when u cant do anything.. or u forget everything.. n it keeps gg on n on n on in my head.. n im in a huge dilemma.. should i study or should i stop.. i haf started i should be determined.. but i cant i cant do it.. im breaking.. i cant do this cant do tt! y am i studying! its my holidays y muz i study so hard waste all my time to relax n end up getting some shitty results.. i shld juz go out.. shop n relax catch some movie meet up wif my friends.. my brother said to me today.. "wa lao get a life lah you.." i wish i could to.. but i wan to DO WELL! n all this juz keeps gg on in my head.. n i cry n stop cry n stop coming to a conclusion n tinking no no no.. cant.. in fact i dono wat i wan.. after i fell behind schedule i told myself.. okie.. i shall aim for e A's n not e jct.. take my time n study.. dun stress.. WOW.. sounds great rite.. calming myself.. n blah blah.. but yet i dono izit my heart or mind tt do not agree.. unconsciously i still wish to do well for jct.. n after 1 day everyting goes all over again n i go willy wonka tinking tinking.. I DUN HAF ENUF TIME! when everyone dun haf it too.. tell me.. y m i so useless..
n im trying to manage wat i can understand.. if u tink im smart.. thank you.. but i would say tts more of e past.. dun throw me any of ur 'challenging' questions n tell me.. "wa lao i very stress lehz! i cannot understand lah i cant do how! i very scared lorx.. i sure cant do well one!" shut e f*** up.. dun bother me wif ur 'callenging' questions.. if u tink im not stressed up enuf n on e verge of breaking.. den i shall let u noe.. u'll juz driving me up my grave wif those questions.. im serious.. not exxagerating.. let me tell u how i feel when u ask me a 'challenging' questions.. i'll look at it.. try to do n cant do.. n i'll start to get worked up all over again.. why am i so stupid why i study alady but i cant do anything?! n there is this particular fear in me tt builds up n up n i break n i cry.. no one will understand wat fear it is.. pls pardon me.. i would really love to help if i could.. but i noe very well myself my emotions cant handle it.. it will juz cause me to haf some nervous breakdown.. im sorry cant help.. but i'll really b thankful if no one ask anything bout studies.. bcuz oly this way.. it will reduce my tense up emotions.. n not add on to it.. im sorry if my attitude is bad to anyone.. i swear it wasn't deliberate.. n i'll b thankful if u pple pardon my condition..
n all in all.. there is juz smone hu is alwaz there for me even when i go willy wonka n being grumpy n watever.. scolding n everything n later cry n juz emotions breakdowns.. or watsoever.. thank you darling.. it is great having u there all e time.. to calm me down.. n make me see things clearer.. helping me get out of my dilemma over n over again cuz it repeats itself.. one need alot of patience for that.. if im you.. i might haf given myself a scream or scolding or watever lyk wat my mum do in e past.. but u nv ever did that.. i dono how to deliver my really great appreciation across to u.. i can oly say.. i really really appreciate it alot..
okie wat i haf been practically doing this week was im studying n mugging n studying n mugging everyday.. n now.. im so tired of it.. it brings me back to e time in sec 4 when i broke down cuz of e stress n pressure tt is weighing on me.. in fact.. i din really mug then.. my pressure compared to many others.. was small.. minor.. but wat stressed me out was e tot of o'levels approaching.. to b honest.. im a pathetic human tt cant handle stress.. in fact very bad at handling it.. i feel lyk a failure.. although it is more a thing lyk im born wif it.. i noe everyone is sayoing they are stress they are stress.. i do understand.. as in it isn't juz me alone.. but it is juz me tt e level of stress i can take is way too small.. dun argue n say u r same too.. cuz u aren't.. no one knows it better than me.. n psychology tests haf oso proven tt my ability to take stress is way below average.. n in fact very low.. usual humans is around 30++.. worse come to worse.. 25.. im pathetic.. im oly about 16-19.. okie to b honest i hate it when pple tell me "i cant handle stress too.. im v bad at it.." if u tink tt way.. mayb we could haf an exchange.. i admire u pple.. try being me.. n feel how useless u are.. cuz u cant handle a teeny weeny bit of stress..
n all these feelings started from studying for jct.. i want to do well for it.. really.. im determined.. very determined.. but even though i am.. stress comes in to mess up everything.. n this bit of stress started cuz i cant finish studying smthing on time.. so im behind schedule.. n i cant catch up.. means i haf one day lesser.. another day lesser.. n when i tried doing sm questions on topics i haf studied.. i haf no idea how to do it.. n i start asking myself.. if such questions comes out in e exam.. i cant even do it.. n i studied for it! den wats e purpose of studying?! when i cant do anything.. wat e point of working hard? when u cant do anything.. or u forget everything.. n it keeps gg on n on n on in my head.. n im in a huge dilemma.. should i study or should i stop.. i haf started i should be determined.. but i cant i cant do it.. im breaking.. i cant do this cant do tt! y am i studying! its my holidays y muz i study so hard waste all my time to relax n end up getting some shitty results.. i shld juz go out.. shop n relax catch some movie meet up wif my friends.. my brother said to me today.. "wa lao get a life lah you.." i wish i could to.. but i wan to DO WELL! n all this juz keeps gg on in my head.. n i cry n stop cry n stop coming to a conclusion n tinking no no no.. cant.. in fact i dono wat i wan.. after i fell behind schedule i told myself.. okie.. i shall aim for e A's n not e jct.. take my time n study.. dun stress.. WOW.. sounds great rite.. calming myself.. n blah blah.. but yet i dono izit my heart or mind tt do not agree.. unconsciously i still wish to do well for jct.. n after 1 day everyting goes all over again n i go willy wonka tinking tinking.. I DUN HAF ENUF TIME! when everyone dun haf it too.. tell me.. y m i so useless..
n im trying to manage wat i can understand.. if u tink im smart.. thank you.. but i would say tts more of e past.. dun throw me any of ur 'challenging' questions n tell me.. "wa lao i very stress lehz! i cannot understand lah i cant do how! i very scared lorx.. i sure cant do well one!" shut e f*** up.. dun bother me wif ur 'callenging' questions.. if u tink im not stressed up enuf n on e verge of breaking.. den i shall let u noe.. u'll juz driving me up my grave wif those questions.. im serious.. not exxagerating.. let me tell u how i feel when u ask me a 'challenging' questions.. i'll look at it.. try to do n cant do.. n i'll start to get worked up all over again.. why am i so stupid why i study alady but i cant do anything?! n there is this particular fear in me tt builds up n up n i break n i cry.. no one will understand wat fear it is.. pls pardon me.. i would really love to help if i could.. but i noe very well myself my emotions cant handle it.. it will juz cause me to haf some nervous breakdown.. im sorry cant help.. but i'll really b thankful if no one ask anything bout studies.. bcuz oly this way.. it will reduce my tense up emotions.. n not add on to it.. im sorry if my attitude is bad to anyone.. i swear it wasn't deliberate.. n i'll b thankful if u pple pardon my condition..
n all in all.. there is juz smone hu is alwaz there for me even when i go willy wonka n being grumpy n watever.. scolding n everything n later cry n juz emotions breakdowns.. or watsoever.. thank you darling.. it is great having u there all e time.. to calm me down.. n make me see things clearer.. helping me get out of my dilemma over n over again cuz it repeats itself.. one need alot of patience for that.. if im you.. i might haf given myself a scream or scolding or watever lyk wat my mum do in e past.. but u nv ever did that.. i dono how to deliver my really great appreciation across to u.. i can oly say.. i really really appreciate it alot..
Sunday, June 3, 2007
hi tingz! i got e song uploaded alady! =) enjoy!
http://www.badongo.com/en/file/3281590
http://www.badongo.com/en/file/3281590
Saturday, June 2, 2007
hi tingz.. this is where i got my blog song from.. juz copy n paste e html to ur blog if u want.. i juz realise pple haf been uploading it alot of times haha.. so u can pick e best one.. im asking ard to see how i can upload e mp3 file though.. so do check back! =)
http://www.iwebmusic.com/browset.php?l=w&page=15
http://www.iwebmusic.com/browset.php?l=w&page=15
Friday, June 1, 2007
hehe!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENG MENG !!! =)
n get well soon lah! or else i dun wan tok to u.. LOL.. i mean it k.. so u better take good care of ur leg..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENG MENG !!! =)
n get well soon lah! or else i dun wan tok to u.. LOL.. i mean it k.. so u better take good care of ur leg..
ah ha! im back from dance concert.. great concert as usual!
hmmm i lyk e breakaway, uDnAiNtCeEs, my destiny, alfama, libertango, passion and seikatsu n e finale!
My Destiny is so damn cool lah.. wow..
Alfama is by e NUS dance ensemble.. splendid..
Libertango.. haha imran carrying 2 girls makes e audience go WOOHOO!
Dance unites is amazing too.. go cheryl!
haha n e others i juz lyk.. no reason why but juz found it enjoyable.. lalala~
okie im juz trying to BLOG.. haha..
hmmm i lyk e breakaway, uDnAiNtCeEs, my destiny, alfama, libertango, passion and seikatsu n e finale!
My Destiny is so damn cool lah.. wow..
Alfama is by e NUS dance ensemble.. splendid..
Libertango.. haha imran carrying 2 girls makes e audience go WOOHOO!
Dance unites is amazing too.. go cheryl!
haha n e others i juz lyk.. no reason why but juz found it enjoyable.. lalala~
okie im juz trying to BLOG.. haha..